unusual emotions - a opinion

you never realy know why you feel this way, some just say its one of those days but how long or how many can you have. I wouldnt say it was a sort of depression but it certainly shouldnt be like this. Now people describe emotions in many different ways but the way i would explain it would be keeping it simple and make it sound like one of those annoying or really loved films.

sometimes i feel empty inside, its as if theres a void and it needs to be filled with something i dont even know. unknown emotions can be worried about but figured out right could end in you feeling whole again.

sometimes you just need to put down words even if they dont make sense but just to atempt to figure out or even have an idea of whats wrong.

now this post is no depression crap just a few words typed out! leave an opinion.

Periods. Smelly. Fishy. Periods.

right so girls, we all have them right and its essential that we manage it properly! well some do anyway!
Heres a story or shall i say incident about one BOYS LOOK AWAY.

So as i was walking casually towards the bathroom to do the natural girl thing in checking my apparence shall we say there suddnenly was a blasted ouder as i opened the door ( i wish i never did). It smelt like a fish puked up fish then ate it then puked it up again! my nose was burning with the smell as were my lungs.Now im not saying they smell like frigging flowers on a sunny day but come on girls theres a flipping limit! change regularly and keep yourself clean! i mean of course first timers may have a bit of trouble in the beggining and even if they do help them out! dont be afraid to tell someone in privert if they "smell" of have leaked! but then again dont be afraid to go and worry about the smell, ofcourse theres gunna be one but it shouldnt be really smelly! That will only happen if u havent changed in hours! so females, change ever 2-3 hours and always have an emergancy kit in your bag just incase now this should include of spare pads/tampons, wipes, spray and spare undies! gooooooodluck! :)

random thoughts

k guys what is the deal with shouting, it doesnt get your heared any differently then your inside voice! though it is a way to express deep emotions in which are raging inside of you

my cat is boring. is it really there just to sit? i mean come on a fish is more entertaining. i also have a dog and no im not a freak with muiltiple animals/pets! they bark all damn day! grrrrrrr!

i hate little kidds! their ennoying voices and  shyness kills me inside! its like PISS OFFF" they really do not get the message! and then you gotta live with them! which is terrible!

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

well im back to blog! well no one really missed me since im not popular on this at all but what the hey!:D so i was walking down the road today on my way to meet a friend and well i saw a hobo or in other words a guy with no life peeing in a bush. So well i was like okay, fair enough thats his disturbing life but then her turned around facing my direction. So now you must be thinking he approched me? NOPE! he walked extremely fast past me to a guy with a dog! He also had strong stench of pee on him which well we can all guess how that came about! Anyway moving on, as i was saying he ran to the dog now i kinda wanted to laugh but also felt sorry for him as he was talking directly to the dog, STRANGE WORLD OUT THERE.

well, not being weird but that incident made my day since my friend happen to have seen it to and well pretty much laughed about it all day!

peaceout blogggers!

Blackberrys!

JUST LOOK AT THEM!

Whats so great about them? Like every teenager i know HAS a blackberry! its a BUSINESS PHONE isnt it?! They way people talk about them like its their world! to be honest.....I WANT ONE! yes i know im a hypocite, but my gosh i want one! my SISTER who is NOT my mother wont let me!!!!!!!!!!!! shes older then me of course and well its that big sister annoying thing! grrr. its a piss take! SHE EVEN HAS ONE! shes says heres a list of her "reasons"

1) Its expensive.

2) its a business phone, its NOT for teens

3) im not trusted. WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN!

4) she thinks ill get up to no good? SHES NOT MY MOTHER!

5) ill be on it all the time and will change ? OF COURSE ILL BE ON IT ALL THE TIME BUT CHANGE?!

6) im "spoilt" which im really not! like seriously!

GRRRRRRRR! DAMMIT, but hey i cant live without her!

What are sisters good for?

1) well, their older so they've been through the crappy fashion!
2) we know how to dress because of them!
3) take their stuff:P mwahaah!
4) their clothes! well jewellery and stuff
5) they die first?
6) they can be like your best friend
7) you learn from their mistakes, so you come out gooooooooooood ;)

8) and well! WE JUST LOVE EM!

It made me laugh:L

shes PATHETIC! Stupid TANJOTH!

right so im minding my business, on facebook of course then i see someone on my chat list who i dont know, ( shes female ) so, i say, well the obvious,
"do i know you?"
and then like an annoyance! she says nope, you added me.
so  right, im a bit confused she clearly added me, ( i have the email to prove it!) so hmm she must of forgotten or something so i say
"umm, you added me lol,"
then, well this girl starts to get brave and says i didnt ahahaha
im like what the soap! (in my head) i really did not add this stupid girl! so then i say
" i didnt add you, i dont add random people like a retard, you clearly added me"
so then of course she makes up BULL CRAP like ohh, no you added me i have the email to prove it. right see now i know for sure i have the email clearly stating TANJOTH added me! ( her name -_-) but dammit my print screen button wasnt working! so then i copy and paste the email, and send it to her via fb mail and then she goes so what. im like what the helll! is this girl dumb! then all of a sudden shes gets weirdly defensive and says shizzle like oh leave me alone and crap like that! At this point im getting cheesed off its like how pathetic can you get! so, i get my good ass friend ANA MARIE PREDAAA! just love saying her name, and like a hero! shes does my print screen crap for me!:D so know, i defiantly know i have evidence on this tramp! so like a meanie, i post it on her wall the print screen and say there you added me, and well she cant take it so she repeatedly deletes the post, so i put it on my status, and now shs getting all racist and crap and abusive which i LOL'd at! and like a freak she comments saying "i didnt xx" WTF! whats with the xx's and the non abusive words?! grrrrrrrrrrr! she peed me off" now its like what a couple of days later and now TANJOTH had POKED ME! (i deleted her after ) like seriously?!?!!? so i send an email without poking back, why the hell are you poking me for you freak and she says, i didnt hahaa im like what the crap! grrr, so guys what should i say back to make her see how pathetic she is!


AND YES I KNOW, THAT WAS ALL POINTLESS AND BITCHY but come on, im a female teenager, its what we unfortunately do..
gr!

theres an ouch in my neck!

i woke up this morning with a huge ass kink in my neck! u cant move it, damn it hurts! its pretty funny, i cant look left or right so i look all posh and weird!

My dog is barking like a mad thing! and my cat well.. is just there.

I NEED A HOLIDAY!